Who am I ?? I'm others.

 The awkward moment when somebody ask me to tell more about myself, and I'm like: ......

Oh god, who am I ?

I'm quiet.

I'm random.

I'm calm.

I'm crazy.

I'm mature.

I'm funny.

That are what other peoples judge me. I didn't say that are not me but what I wanna to say is "Never judge a people from the surface". In fact, I'm struggling with the question "Who am I meant to be?" Nothing can help me figure out what really defines me. Maybe I don't understand myself enough. Well, I want to think about it seriously from now on.

If I can choose, I want to be a bird. I like freedom. It's tired to begin an human. I don't like the complicated things. I'm just a simple person. In my deeper heart, I'm just a little girl. Sometimes, I have to arm myself in order to protect myself. I don't like to be fake but it's the way to protect myself. Every people has two side which are bright side and dark side. There are one angel and one demon living in my body. Which is the real me ? In fact, I'm angel and demon as well. I have to control my dark side instead the demon control me. No one is kind. Just depends on how we control our darkest side.

Sometimes, I really want to forget my academic, a role of student, forget everything to find out what I really want to be. Everyday has many choice waiting me to decide. I don't know whether I have make the right decision or not. Anyway, I'm pretty sure that I just want to be a better me. Peace :))